Song Challenge: Day 22...

Day 22: A Song You Listen to When You're Sad

When I was going through my divorce, I had a hard time dealing with life in general. I was at a job that required me to work 12-hour shifts seven days a week. I had two children at the time, and I, for lack of better words, went a little "crazy" with the lack of sleep (working 3rd shift), trying to be Mom, and the stress of the divorce. On my way home or to pick up my boys, I would play this song on repeat and just cry. I knew I was being a bad parent and a bad person, but I couldn't figure out a way at the time to rectify my actions. I still don't know that I have, but I put everything in God's hands and did what I could to survive. I made many mistakes and regret them all, but I look back on those times and remember how thankful I am to have had His help, as well as having my family that stuck by and helped in every way they could to get me back to where I needed to be.